I can't believe I recieved a telephone call asking me if I was still looking for work. I said yes, I was interested in the job. I am so excited; I got the job, yea for me!!!!

My family is not thrilled with the idea. My mom told me I was their lifeline. Yeah, her word-lifeline. Instead of being assertive as my psychologist told me to be, I start trying to defend myself and tell her it is only part-time.

K tells me if I am going to work, I should at least get 40 hours and make big money. And he really made my day this morning when he informed me that I have a big belly. I wonder some times why I am still here.