Things have been really troubling. We went to the oncology clinic and thought we would see a cancer specialist; but as usual we only saw a student doctor. He talked with his teacher and K was prescribed an infusion of bisphosphonates. We asked about chemotherapy and all we were told was the doctors would be looking over K's charts and to come back to see the doctor in a month.

We were able to get help getting the prescriptions filled for one month. When we told the doctor we wouldn't be able to pay for them he signed us up with a prescription plan provided for the evacuees in our area.

K seems to be doing much better. He is slowly getting his energy back. I, on the other hand, feel as if I am slowly climbing a hill and will never reach the top. I want to lie down and not get back up. I am tired, tired, tired. The only thing that keeps me putting one foot in front of the other, is my love and trust in my Savior.

K has decided to file for disability. Half the friends and family tell him to file. The other half tell him he won't receive enough to live on. It seems to be mixed blessings.

We had to have the truck towed to the shop. Will it ever end. The credit card is really getting a work out. But then I have to be thankful we have it to use.

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I will bless the Lord, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons. I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth; my flesh also shall rest in hope. Psalms 16:7-9