Much has been happening; I have been busy, busy. We had a december wedding for my youngest son. My new daughter in law chose an evening outdoor ceremony and it was very chilly to say the least. I was shaking so bad from a combination of the cold temperature and my nerves; but it was a very lovely wedding.

My oldest son and his wife are staying with us for a few days and then they will stay the rest of their visit with her family. It is comforting to have him in my nest again. I have really enjoyed having them here and will be very lonesome when they go back to Kentucky.

I did not bring out my decorations this christmas as I thought I would. I put up my little fiber optic christmas tree. Something in me is still missing. I don't know what it is or how to change it. When I think about doing things; I can't seem to find the energy or interest to do them. I think that is the right word-interest. I don't seem to be interested in any thing, any more. I have enjoyed cooking since I have someone else to feed these past few days. I have almost lost all desire to do that even.