I was up early this morning because I was taking my dad to the V.A. clinic for his blood work. He wants to be there when they unlock the doors. I stay up late to spend time with K since he works evenings and gets home around ten. Normally, I sleep late because he goes to work at one every day. Because I am so tired, my back is really painful tonight. With only four hours at the day care; I still feel drained at six o'clock.

Yesterday, I was initiated in the daycare job force. I was pooped on and had applesauce sneezed all over my face. I haven't been wee-weed on yet; but I know it is going to happen.

I enjoy taking care of the babies. I would love to have time to play with them. I get to feed them, diaper them and then they sleep if they're not fussy. When they wake, I feed them, diaper them and they go home. The four hours go quickly.

K is not doing good. He is in pain but won't go ahead and go to the emergency room. He thinks he can hold off until his next appointment. He is taking the naproxen they prescribed for his pain, but it isn't helping. He is being very strong and continuing his daily routine as much as possible. I try to get him to ask for time off to rest more but he doesn't want to do that right now.

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Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me; for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. Psalms 57-1