November is almost over, where has this year gone? The temperature has been in the eighties during the days. I would like some colder temps again.

Mom's last blood work was good. Her platelets were looking better. She still gets short winded and can't stand for long, but she is doing okay.

Work has been a strain. I keep counting my blessings but.... I am only human. I know that is not an excuse. I had been working in the infant room. I ask them not to put me there. I can do the job but it is a challenge. I was told there is no one else. This past week one of the mothers became upset because I ask the office to call her and tell her that I felt her daughter was sick because she was fussy and had vomited. The mother became very angry and said her daughter had acid reflux and accused me of over feeding her. She said I did that every time I subbed in the infant room. Furthermore if the office didn't pull me out of the room she would take her two children out of the daycare. Instead of defending me, the office moved the baby temporarily to the next room until my coworker comes back to work. And I will not be allowed to sub in any room the child is in. I don't understand the way this was handled. When I asked not to be put in there I was told I had to; when an irate parent says I am not good enough to take care of her child I am told I can't work in the infant room. I followed the mom's instructions on what to feed her daughter and at what time to feed her. I know I did nothing wrong.

I don't want to go back. I wish I didn't have to work at all.

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Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee: and let such as love thy salvation say continually, Let God be magnified. But I am poor and needy: make haste unto me, O God: thou art my help and my deliverer; O Lord, make no tarrying.

Psalm 70:4-5